palette

6,000 km

my father's journey going through 6,000 km from Aceh (Sumatra) to Baluran (Sulawesi)

Growing Wall

This is the most comfortable way to ease through painful experience. And so my wall is growing. This is a good reminder for me that hard times can be passed, although other times i want to rip these up.. because. This. This is a self reminder to trigger self-love more so than self-loathe. For me to be more sensitive and thoughtful to myself and the acts I do that will affect other people. It's a reminder to see myself like a little child who needs someone to look up to and sometimes that someone is already within you. 

mood #1

it feels good to be home.

to truly be present at home.

i do love a semi-transparent curtain, 

how it only allows little luster to come through

i am in my comfortable state

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As the mystery of the cross As a Lovejoy lost the toss And the fountain in the rain Where my sorrow still remains So I run to my friends and lovers I lay down my life for my brothers As I abide in peace So will my delight increase

sufjan stevens - the greatest gift

thank you sufjan stevens for the perfect words at this moment in time